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im howlin’ for you ;
——> Ohlord. So , I miss barry. Im definitley seeing him saturday :3 , but really. Honestly? I Kind Of want to break it off with him. Like… He’s GROUNDED. And Im not. Im a free girl now. I can do whatever the fuck i want right now. Hahaha, like a hall pass i guess [i wanna see that movie, SO bad.] lmao. but today… i saw eddie. He’s definitley moving back. tomorrow he will be there. permenantly. I dont want him there. I will always have feelings for him and shit. but i DONT want him to move back. if I see him, and im with barry ? and shit? like , ohgod. and im just like done. im done with everything., Im tired of all this fucking stress. I was fucking HAPPY. without this kid. now he’s moving back ? FUCK. so guys, i need your advice. WHAT DO I DO?!
love&rockets,
katt.<3
&she will be loved.
—-> well. barry took a drug test today, just his luck , right ? wellll /: now hes going to get his ass kicked by his dad. and probably end up in jail . fuck ! &like… we almost broke up. I really love him. He means alot to me. but… shit happens. I’ve been praying. which is alot for me. to PRAY. hahah. I’m not very religous. But Its just… I cant help him. He has to help hisself. I wont see him for such a long time. but…thats life ! yeah. Thats. LIFE. hahha. So yeah. I dunno what ill do now. I dont know. I REALLY DONT. Im way happier around him. I feel like myself. not…someone else. ME. And he likes me, for me. He’s the first guy that actually likes me for me, and not my boobs, or ass, or lips. He makes me feel pure. yaknow ? &he makes me Smile, So much. I wont get to see him… like ever , which really…honestly… isnt good. I love him. I know i keep saying that. but its like… him . He’s so perfect. Its like a card game. I need to find the matching card to myne. He’s the matching card. I like being around him. And he doesnt want sex. Like.. he said “if it happens , it happens. Im not TRYING to have sex with you.” Well. If we did break up. Then he could be happy, and I wouldnt even know it. But really. Im not even going to look at the bad sides. Im just going to hope. wait. wish. like I always do. In my quiet, little bubble. And no one. NO ONE. will break my bubble. Not this time. But its like… I miss him . so much. Even when i see him like a day ago. a day later, i miss him. he is like a drug. i need him. </3
love&rockets,
katt.<3
